Prisoner of Freedom

2006-12-05T21:36:00.000-08:00

NEW LAYOUT

i love my new layout!!!! i coded it myself...kaya special siya sakin =)
hahahaha...

btw, another 4 hr.break.. :(
wala na tlga kaming magawa! nakakainis na ang stupid schedule namin!!!!
napakawalang kwenta ng sked namin! ang daming free time! naiinis ko..
sayang sa pera and all! aaarrrggghhh..

2006-11-17T17:07:00.000-08:00

LEADERSHIP TRAINING = FUN
last weekend i attended the CWC Student Leader's Congress, for those who are not enrolled in an exclusive women college and for the benefit of those who are enrolled but doesn't really know the meaning of CWC, CWC means Consortium of Women Colleges =D the participating schools are as follows: St.Scholastica's College,Assumption College, Miriam College and College of Holy Spirit
anyway, enough of the brief introduction. it was so fun! i met alot of new friends from AC,MC and CHS. you can actually feel the friendship around the room. wala kaming ginagawa kundi tumawa. eventhough part of the training was community immersion, we had fun. gossiping with the housemakers of the community, asking how their lives were and bonding with their little kids (awwwww). i have learned alot from the training. especially the qoute: FAILURE IS AN EVENT NOT A PERSON which is true! i will always keep that in mind.
eversince i became part of the Student Council, i have questioned my leadership skills. do i really deserve to be part of this group? am i really the one they are looking for? and many more. i feel like a looser. but when i heard that qoute, it all changed. i have realized that the reason whjy im here, sitting in my position is because, people voted me here. they know that i deserve this position. im the one they are looking for. on my side,i need not to let them down, that is probably the last thing i wanted to happen during my time. this may be old but I'LL DO MY BEST

2006-11-07T22:12:00.000-08:00

4 HRS OF BREAK SUCKS!

nakakaubos ng pera ha!!!
kahapon pa kaming naglalakwatsa...
ayyyyyyyyiiiii...hahahaha

anyways, we watched FACE a korean scary/comedy film...hahaha
tilian kami ng tilian! hahaha...

update na lang ako later
tinatamad pa ko eh =D

2006-11-05T05:37:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY SHOPPING SPREE

my birthday party was held at my ate net's house in greenhills, obviously, it was pure family and no friends at all! looooosssseerrr b.a!!!! my tita kept on asking me where my special guest was...sagot ko na lang..di pa pwede eh. uuugggghhhh another lie...another denial of jhade =( i wish i could bring him on my next birthday..on my 20th bday party.

back on happy mode. my handa's were caldereta,liempo,roasted chicken, mac n' cheese,chopsuey, ube cake,the new cake from red ribbon, i 4got the name and ice cream it was just a small family gathering anyway. i received P 7,500 from my family members, i wanted to buy the motorola phone, but i wanted to go shopping instead.

list of my great buys:

-shoe
-3 blouses
-cellphone holder
-school supplies for the next sem..hehehe
-cool shades
-cut pants
-undergarments

im happy and contented with my shopping spree..
i only have 2,000+ in my wallet..(i spent 5000 shopping?!!!! woah!)

my school starts tomorrow..i have to be in school around 7 because their will be a morning praise..i feel kinda sleepy anyway! hahaha..
good nyt!

2006-11-03T22:20:00.000-08:00

NEW LAYOUT!

i love how cartoonish this blog looks like...
hehehe

i'll update later!
mwah!

2006-11-01T06:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

happy birthday to me..
happy birthday to me..
happy birthday...dear me...
happy birthday to me!

it's my 19th birthday today (NOVEMBER 2) i have no plans today..no gimmicks with barkada, no family dinner, no date with jhade. i will only stay at home and read again..a book. i dont really feel like it's my birthday today. im sick and i cant breathe! this is what a perfect sem break actually feels, you..alone..(dont forget the vicks beside you) and a good ole' book to read. maybe i'll have a DVD marathon later, it depends on my mood. but maybe i'll just sleep.

gawd! im 19..parang kailan lang! i just had my debut it was not an extravagant celebration, but it was the most memorable..i got to spend my birthday with JHADE =) we just stayed at home and watched tv, talk and tickle each other...hahaha this year unfortunately, we cant be together since i'll be staying in our shop and me and jhade are not legal...well..you know the answer! besides,it's his great grandma's burial today.. (nice timing)

i dont actually feel that it's my birthday...siguro tumatanda na rin ako. but i always keep my tradition of waiting until 12 midnight of Nov.1 then wait for some texts from my friends...then sleep. that's what im doing actually...i want to have some alone time. soul searching...no! not soul..soul..i want to have peace and relaxation. i want to find me... =)

i dont really know what will happen in the next few hours..
but im ready if their will be any surprises.. hehehe

2006-10-30T17:29:00.000-08:00

THE POWER OF A DRAMAQUEEN

i had the most ~~boring~~ day yesterday.jhade's great grandmother passed away yesterday, that's why i was left alone and no one to talk with. i decided to scout my book shelf to find something nice to read. (i'm really impressed ....me..reading?!...wow!). not another Bob Ong book.

after hours of trying to read, i decided to stop and watch TV instead. hahaha
i watched Queer eye for the straight guy they had a pinoy as the straight guy. he looked good after the makeover, i texted jhade Lam m, dats it! papa-makeover na kita i received the most err...lethargic reply, huh? so i ended up explaining everything, *rolleyes* then he got it..after hours of texting him the details! (true love..you just have to accept it). back to the show, the guy wanted to surprise his wife with a reception, since they only had a small wedding, it was the sweetest thing a tear dropped while i was watching =') i wish it would happen to me too...

back to reading, i got a new book this time...it's Drama Queen by Abi Aquino. i had fun reading it, with all the sex scenes and all..hahaha i actually saw myself in the character. i was a frustrated theater actress...and i was so kilig with how Kach and Jorgie got together. a good ole' kilig moment just to finish my day, just what i needed, since my bf is stuck in a wake...i didnt get any good night lambings last night, i was pissed, but i have no choice, i need to understand him.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR MAC!!!

2006-10-29T21:40:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF SEMESTRAL BREAK..OFFICIALLY BEGINS

i only have one week to spare that's why im alloting my time to rest, relax and sleep.

last semester was a drag. but everything worked out well and i learned alot from it =)
i became more resposible and all.

i started blogging again since i have so much time in my hands =)
here are some of my updates:

1. i got a call from Candy Mag. and they are inviting me for an interview regarding the Candy Council of Cool
2. i got into the second screening, unfortunately, i didn't make it to the Magic 8,it's ok, i was so busy last sem. baka isang araw na lang, makita nila akong nahimatay but it was an experience for me.
3. i was elected as the Student Organization Chairperson of the Student Council, yep! im one of them =D because of which, i became very busy.
4. i know PHP!!!!!
5. we made a animation and it was fun making it ;)
6. we finished a whole system. and it was such an accomplishment for us.
7. i got higher grades compared last yr. but still i didn't make it to the Dean's List my average is 3.4, qualified average? 3.5 aaaaaarrrghh!!! better luck next time :(
8. i became more mature especially in terms of leadership. wohoo!
9 i gained weight! hahaha

those were some of the things that happened this past.sem.

ciao! ;)

2006-10-29T04:15:00.000-08:00

SEMBREAK NA!

wohoooo..
it's so nice to be back! i'll update you later..
love you!

2006-06-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

LABORATORY TIME

im still here at the lab, i have good news! i passed the super duper long quiz about Database...i had 4 mistakes out of 5 joke lang!! i got 4 mistakes out of 35 questions..not bad right? my 4 hour sleep was worth it. atleast,mataas naman ang grade ko. so yun lang ang nangyari.we are on a break..ang tagal ng internet connection namin!! kaya post na lang ako..mga classmate ko naglalaro na lang ng Super Mario! hahaha..malupit..pinatos kasi di makapag surf..hahaha

2006-06-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

a bigUUGGGHHHHH!!!

My day started out just right. My PhilGoCo class was fun, Sir Bugoan asked our opinion about Theresa Pangilinan's story (for the benefit of others, she is the student who shouted at PGMA while PGMA is having her speech at their commencement exercise) is she a good citizen or not? that is the question. For me, she is a good citizen. The issue here is not politics anymore, it's her freedom to speech and freedom to express what she feels. Being a good citizen is does not stop in obeying the laws and voting, the underlying principle is doing good for the nation. for the benefit of all (like what sir said) we must be equipped with the knowledge of how our constitution is made and to what extent our government must go in our democratic nation. Theresa only did what most of our national heroes did, speak up

So anyways, i had my nails done today, marie had her hair cut so i decided to have a manicure, Chloe gave me 10 pesos, kala ko kasi 50 yug manicure, 60 pala! the manicurist murdered my nails!!! ang sakit ha! galit na galit siya sa pagtanggal ng cuticles ko..sa kamay! so i didnt gave her a tip..sabi ko, sa susunod na lang po ate..(as if meron pang susunod!)

During our 2d animation class, i wasnt able to pass my assignment, sayang! naka WinRar kasi, my WinZip expired already eh malaki yung file ko..so i have to zip it. (kasi nga nawala yung FD ko, 128 MB lang ni Andy gamit ko) sir was so kind, he understood my grief

Medyo nainis ako kasi unfair. Ayoko ng ituloy tong kwento ko, kasi issue pa eh. In total, nag film showing lang sila..Justice Leagueok so i cant relate, so i edited my blog na lang (cute no?!!)

now, im suppose to be studying for my Database quiz tomorrow and answer sir vince's Case study. I have to go now...
bye!

2006-06-29T00:24:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY NEW LAYOUT
that's me and Jhade *blush*

im at the lab right now, they are watching Justice League..so ang corny no!! haha
can't relate talaga ako!!!!! hahaha..yun lang. Boring!!!

2006-06-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

IM SLEEPY!

the reason i wanted to create a post is because...~~im sleepy~~ this f*cking interactive CD tutorial is driving me to dreamland! ok corny... so anyway, i have to finish this by tomorrow, i have to get my remaining salary already, naghihinalo na wallet ko and i wanted to buy things already, isa na dun ang domain.

how's my third yr.life?...well ~~difficult~~ but it's all part of the game.im giving much effort now unlike before. i study in every subject and do the ~~best~~ in every subject. that's my MID YR.RESOLUTION my professors are..uhmmmm..FINE. im learning from them naman so far. my subjects this semester is more on the IT side already, hindi na graphic graphic etc..that's why most of us are adjusting and im one of them.

the July ish of Candy is out already!! i got myself a copy already..my reaction to my pic...TABA NG MUKHA KO! but oh well...chubby naman talaga ako! hindi kami yun!! we look so nene
obviously, jhade bought a copy too and pinagmayabang sa buong barangay!
kakahiya ka mahal!!!!!!!!! waaahhh...nahihiya akong ewan, pero nandyan na yan.so deal with it na lang, diba?! isang buwan lang naman yan, then tapos na.

Some of the things i noticed that's new this s.y

1) Arla doesnt tie her hair that much (haba hair!)
2) Andy is the new kitikitext of the group (bec.of Red)
3) Chloe is being a chick boy errr..girl
4) Marie is always on the go (the new org Pres!!)
5) Sir Vince wears BARONG... always (as in everyday!)
6) Ishy has lost weight..big time!
7) Hanz and Chloe is getting closer (uuuy..joke lang!)
8) Jessa has a new phone (N70)
9) Meme has lost weight again!
10) Judy had a trim, so mukha na talaga siyang Chloe (hehe)
11) Jam had a trim too and hindi na siya masyadong late..(konti na lang!)
12) Ria doesnt have much high toned ending sentences (peace ria!!)
13) Sarah has a new uniform..hindi na maluwag, mukha na siyang tunay na Kulasa (hahaha)
14) Bal..hmmm..new pants(hehehe)
15) Clariz is the new SAO lady(kapalit ni Tita Josie!! lol)
16) Kriezl doesnt wear color coded things anymore (hehehe..love you Pearl!!)
17) Neean wears pants and body bag!! (hindi na shoulder bag) and her nails are long!!! hahaha
18) Danica's not late..lagi na siyang on time!! (naks!!!)
19) Sherbs has new frames for her glasses and it's so cool!!
20) Jez actually i havent noticed anything new..yet
21) Aura has a new phone, my dream phone!!!! (N 6630)
22) Joan knows how to comb her hair
23) Grace has matured already (acc.to Arla)
24) Stacy...has a new bag?!! <<--duh!
25) Mae has stilleto shoes, di na natuto..na stock na nga sa kanal dati!
26) Our laboratory internet conenction is super duper slow
27) I listen to Sir Vince's lectures! hahaha
28) Epril?..hindi na namin siya classmate masyado!!
29) I only have 3 minor subjects this sem.
30) Dith have bangs

those are just the things that i've notice..i'll post more soon!

ok, so ang haba na ng post ko..i have to continue this freeking tutorial CD!!

2006-06-27T18:06:00.000-07:00

as you can see, i have a new layout, pero im not really happy with the way it looked, so babaguhin ko pa siya. hahaha. im here at the lab right now and sir vince is being snobbish na naman! hahaha tsk.tsk..sir talaga!

yun lang for now,kasi si sir...nagsusungit nanaman! haha

2006-06-16T20:30:00.000-07:00

ON HIATUS MODE GUYS...
i'll be back very very soon!!
watch out for the new layout!

2006-06-07T03:31:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY:

We had a date kanina..and it was fun. We watched XMEN kaya lang, hindi namin sinimulan, kasi late na masyado. The graphics is good, kaya lang di ko gets yung story kasi hindi nga namin nasimulan and midway na kami pumasok, hindi ko din naman napanood ung 1 and 2. We at Tokyo Tokyo..ang aming favorite fastfood, we super love Beef Sumo! hahaha...grabe we are so full..promise ko kasi kay Jhade bubusugin ko siya! i super miss him! ayoko pang umuwi..kulang ang ilang oras na magkasama kami...haay. TRU LOVE nga naman...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY MAHAL!!! can you believe? days from now, one yr.na kami..pero feeling ko bago pa lang kami, i love Jhade sooo much..hehehe (sorry! inlove eh) he is my bestfriend, pag nga magkasama mo kami, you wont even notice na kami pala, unless we are hugging each other o hold hands kami. Unfortunately, hindi kami legal (sa side ko) studies first, bf later ang no.1 rule sa house, dati para akong si Gabriela Silang at pinaglalaban ang bf ko...pero i realized, haste makes waste, buti na lang i gave up early sa 2 kong ex..kasi if ever mali pala yung mga taong pinaglaban ko. now, that Jhade is in my life, narealize ko na if he really does love me,he'll wait, he'll respect what my parents wants for me...since its for the best, he doesnt want me na mapariwala kung saan saan...so am i, kahit minsan eh nasasakal ko na siya, alam ko..its for his best din naman. kasi if ever na magkahiwalay kami...atleast alam ko he is in good hands and marami siyang natutunan sakin. (syet! i dont know why im crying now!) laking pasasalamat nga sakin ng parents niya, at napatino ko siya iam thankful din kasi ang dami kong natutunan sa kanya. unexplainable, but i learned alot from him. we learn from each other and i think that's one of the best way to express your love for someone. its not about sacrifices, its about seeing your partner happy even everything is past between you two. and i think ganun kami ni Jhade, but im not saying na nagbreak na kami (DAHIL HINDI KO PAPAYAGANG MANGYARI YUN!). i never really taught of having someone in my life na tulad niya, akala ko, lagi na lang sad ang lovelife, yun pala..tama si mommy, lahat ng palayok may kasuklob and im so happy..nahanap ko yung kasuklob ko! For me and Jhade another day is a day to express how much you love and cherish each other..ang sweet kay Jhade, he makes me fall inlove every single day, siguro kaya hindi ko na feel na 1 yr.na pala kami. Like what i always tell hime, he has my heart...FOREVER

bye!

2006-06-06T04:16:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY:

i went to the office alone today, it was a boring day at the office, i didnt even ate lunch, i went home around 2:30 so that i can drop by school and see what seems to be my problem at SAO...so far, nothing really (namiss lang yata ako ng SAO) Freshies Orientation started yesterday, i was not one of the orientaion leader last yr,since iam an org.president last yr.,this yr? singit lang ako samin! Orientation leaders suppose to wear blue, guess what! naka pink ako...(halatang halata!)

Konti lang ng freshies this yr. their are only 27 enrollees ang IT unlike last yr.,30+ the total freshies this yr,are approximately 500...dati occupied ang taas ng St.Cecilias, ngyon hindi na masyado. im thinking kung babalik pako tomorrow, medyo out of place din naman kasi ako dun, work na lang ako

Sir approved our bonus already...400/day na kami..(not really sure yet) that's why im very happy, despite this fucking environment at home. he was so pleased with the outcome of our project. bilib na bilib siya sa gawa namin

supposedly pupunta si Jhade ngayon pero hindi ko na pinapunta, kasi sayang pera niya..gamitin na lang niya on oour Big Day, nadismaya ulit si Jhade and said, naiinis siya sa bulsa niya di marunong sumalo ng grasya. It was funny and disturbing at the same time. I feel bad for Jhade not having a permanent job and if only i can give him my job, binigay ko na. I guess, its part of our "paghihirap"

I had a bad morning today! nakakainis yung sumasakay n LRT! ang babagal kumilos...alam na nga nilang nag warning buzz na, at alam din nilang may tao sa likod nila...BILISAN NIYO NA! muntik akong maipit ng pinto,nung pasara na yung door, the girl (na mabagal mag lakad) looked at me in a very weird way then tinawanan pako ng security guard! and if you think that's all...meron pa! sira ng vendo machine ng tickets sa MRT so i have to fall in line na ubod ng haba and sala salabit na! di mo alam kung saan ka ba talaga naka pila...may tumapak pa sakin and ang sakit talag! kasi bigay todo ang pagtapak sakin! almost di rin ako nakalakad ng diretso nung mga time na yun!

PAALALA SA MGA MRT/LRT PASSENGERS:

1.) Pls.wag ka pasaway, alam mo ng lalake ka, pagpipilitan mo pang sumakay sa girls side, hindi mo na lang ba na realize na puro babae kami dun?!
2.) Kung malayo pa ang station na babaan mo, pwede...gumitna ka muna? nakakainis kasi, nakatambak lahat ng tao sa pinto, kala mo di na makakalabas ng buhay eh!
3.) like ng nangyari sakin, bilisan mo naman pumasok
4.) Wag namang maingay masyado na akala niyo eh sa inyo ang train.
5.) Pag lalabas na..wag mag panick pag ang ticket mo hindi gumana..hindi pa end of the world.
6.) Palabasin mo muna ang mga lumalabas bago ka pumasok.

hmmm...ito pa lang naiisip ko eh, mag dadagdag ako soon!

bye!

2006-06-05T01:49:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY:

All alone again...

im here in my room again, crying. the saturday drama didnt end their, it was just the beginning. mom and dad havent reconciled yet and dad's blaming for me for their fight. dad's being bitchy on me...AGAIN and it sucks! i dont know why. pero lagi na lang mainit ang ulo niya sakin. am i really that bad? am i really the black sheep of the family? i dont really know kung ano ba talga ang nagwa ko sa kanila bakit ganito na lang ang tingin sakin. i've always tried my best,but still...it wasnt enough. i didnt fail in any of my subjects, i have a C and im sorry. i have a good reputation at school, i dont smoke, i dont drink (unless with my family) and most of all i dont go out with my friends often. i dont ask for money that often, i learned to be thrifty so i can budget myself to buy my own load and my own internet card. i dont force my parents to buy me expensive stuffs. im happy with i have right now, even things for school. i work 8-3 to have my own money, so i can buy the things that i want, but then, im the black sheep of the family. i tried to be the a good daughter, but i think hindi naman nila nakikita ung effort. i envy those who take advantage of their parents, and you know who you are.

sana pumasok na lang ako today, kung ganito lang rin naman ang mangyayari dito sa shop. sa tuwing baba at lalabas ako ng kwarto ko, i feel alone in this place. i wanted to have that special bond with them, pero sila naman yung lumalayo sakin.i have no one to talk to, i cant talk to my mom, sasabihin niya din naman kina ate o kay daddy, kay ate coling...wala naman siyang insights na masasabi. kina ate, hindi naman nila rin ako sineseryoso. kaya minsan, hindi ko rin maalis sa sarili kong magmadali lumaki, kasi i want to be free..i want to be independent. iam stuck in these ocean of emotion and now, im drowning, i know no one can save me but myself. i tried to be strong for myself, pero their are times na bumibigay din ako. i tried to be insensitive, pero mas masakit pag tumama na lang siya sayo. i tried to be ready, pero it hits you when you least expect it. i tried to be me, but it made them hate me even more. im too old for this shit, and i want to move on. im not 16..still searching for the truth, i saw it already but i have no courage to go and face it. i dont hate life, in fact i love it. but when i look deep inside, i see myself alone in a dark room waiting for tomorrow to come. i have friends to share my laughter with, but still..may kulang. i have jhade who has been supportive of me, but still, may kulang. i think life can never be complete, unless you declare it to be complete. but when will that time come for me?

2006-06-04T18:44:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY:

MEGA UPDATE:

SATURDAY

atlast! the Urbano had their family summer outing. We went sa oh so private villa at Laguna (whats new? ) Kuya Michael tagged along kaya siksikan kami sa kotse, si daddy nagpapaka maarte nanaman! ayaw akong pasabayin kina ate net..na hello!!! ~~Rav4~~ ang kotse at dalawa lang sila! samantalang kami na ~~Honda City~~ lang eh 6 ang nakasakay! (apat kami sa likod!) laki nanaman ng topak ni daddy!

the outing was fun, we are teasing ate ann na nagiging tita baby na siya, masyadong madaming dalang kutkutin (mga junkfoods, tinapay..) and ate net even said na meron na si ate ann na cabinet of goodies. (Tita Baby has this really really big cabinet, pwede na siyang walk in closet actually, na puro goodies, ready na siya 3 christmas ahead! ) meron na si ate ann daw nun sabi ni ate net (she even got a Polo Sport bag and Old Navy flipflops,na dapat sakin!!!!!!!!!!!) and si ate ann masyadong nag aalala sa maliit na bagay (titang tita nga! haha) si ate net naman daw si Tita Benjie, nagdadala ng baon para sa sarili lang and unang kumain pero pinaka huling natapos! like ate net except sa, wala siyang dalang baon nung mga time na yun! . si ate coling naman si mommy, siyempre trained by mommy eh. for me? wala eh..gagawa daw ako ng character ko!

ate net gave me a NORTH FACE bag, nagpapabili kasi ako sa kanya ng Nike na bag, eh di niya type pangit daw and hindi naman mukhang Nike (which is true) so she surprised me with a Pink Tote bag...cute cute!!! I LOVE IT!!!! at siyempre ang magaling kong ate, hindi tinangal ang presyo, para daw makita ko yung presyo..pricey siya for a small bag (~~1,390~~) almost the same price with the Nike bag i want.

pauwi, natraffic kami, sakto tumapat sila ate net sa car and saw na sadinas kami dun..so she insisted na ihatid na lang kami ni ate coling sa bahay. It was raining so hard and knowing Manila, baha! so natrafik kami et al. Even 4x4 ang dala namin, kuya doesnt want to take the risk (~~rav4~~ parin yun!) so medyo nagpatila kami. so far, we got home safe.

while eating dinner, pinapatikim ni daddy kay mommy if panis na yung salted egg, my mom said tikman mo. my dad begun this argument na inaaway daw siya ni mommy kasi nagpapatext daw si mommy samin (nagaalala daw siya) eh walang signal so hind maka text si mommy, knowing my mommy ang response niya eh itapon na lang daw yung celphone ni daddy. then nag start nanaman mag away si mommy at daddy, worst, sakin binuhos ng tatay ko yung galit! sabi niya this is all my fault daw, bakit nagpahatid pa ko eh ok naman na yung buhay namin! (hellO! siya kasi ang luwag ng buhay niya sa driver's seat!) i said eh masikip eh, sabi niya mag tiis kami kasi yan ;ang ang kaya nating bilhin! and that made me angry i answered him back, sabi niyo wag niyong abahin sarili niyo tapos ngyon nagiinarte kayong ganyan. Then he stopped. siguro sapol siya sa sinabi ko, then i went inside the room and texted Jhade...siyempre,while crying. Hindi ko napanood yung Big Night, i was so tired and crying...kaya i felt asleep.

SUNDAY

with what happened last night, our house is so quiet and boring. I only stayed insind my room and watched TV ocassionaly, i sleep. I didnt had lunch with them, i tried to sleep around 11, i woke up around 1 then ate my lunch alone, it's much peaceful that way. i resume on watching Nickelodeon then arounf 4 i slept again, my mom woke me up, punta na daw kaming shop, traffic na daw kasi the next day, since it's the first day of classes for some. around 6 we went off sa shop, it was silent along the way.

on the other hand, Jhade's cousin got married today, i wish i could come, i wanted to come pero sympre hindi pwede. Jhade's part is cord, sabi niya kaya siya pumayag para pag kami naman ang ikakasal, pumunta din sila. Funny but sweet. After the wedding, its our friend Jacobi's birthday, nung una i dont want him to go without me pero Jacobi will help Jhade get a job sa Congress..so pakikisama nga naman the sad part here, lumuwas pang Manila si Jhade just to attend the party im sad kasi sayang, sana nagkita na lang kami...matagal na kaming hindi kasi nagkikita..last time kaming nagkita nung kuhaan ng class card. i reminded him of his load, sabi niya bukas pa daw mag expire, i was waiting for his text, yun pala expired na! (ang kulit kasi eh!) so natulog na lang ako with this stupid story in my head...siguro kaya hindi nagtetext si jhade, kasi may kasama siyang iba ngyon . hindi mo maiiwasan yun no! especially pag alam mong boys party yun. I texted Jacobi and i told him na bawal uminon si Jhade and bantayan si Jhade dahil kaya ko lang pinayagan yan eh dahil friend kita. Jhade texted me around 3 he is safe at home and malamang tired.

that's all for now! bye!

2006-06-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

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I enrolled yesterday with Arla, Marie and Andy. officially, 3rd yr.nako im happy that so far everything is going smoothly with my studies, nahihirapan pero kaya naman. We havent got our reg.card yet, i wanted to know my schedule already but oh well.. there was this small confusion sa subjects namin, some ang nakalagay Principles of Economices, some naman Phil.Government and Constitution Baka bagkamali lang and hindi pa nababago!

we went home last night that's why i wasnt able to go online, may summer outing kami on Saturday,mommy and ate coling will go to the market kaya kami umuwi. Atlast! after so many years..magkakapag swimming din ako! hahaha pero im not really in the mood na to go swimming..mag work na lang ako kesa mag swim!

i errrr we talked with our boss regarding our salary increase (kaya ako sad sa last post ko) so far, he agreed...he will talked to the finance manager to budget things out..ang lalabas 400/day na kami..not 200/day he was satisfied naman with our job kaya wala naman siyang dapat i-angal. And i think we did pretty good..not bad for beginners!
yehey!! i can push through with my plan sa anniv. namin!!! im so happy!!

that's all for today!

2006-06-01T01:44:00.000-07:00

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IM BACK! i havent updated this for a very very very...long time. the reason is, [NAWALAN KAMI NG DIAL TONE!] so no net for almost a month! i have a new layout!! yipeee i love it! Jhade's comment? ang sarap daw! duh!! hahaha..wait til he sees Andy's blog! ibida nga ba ang donut!! hahaha...

i have a summer job and hmmm... yan na lang muna comment ko..im not really in the mood for this!

anyhooo...nothing really happened to me when i was gone. Same old boring B.A parin! ugh! buti na lang,dahil sa japanese cake,nagkatrabaho ako (story, soon to be told). I'm going to enroll tomorrow, mahal ng tuition namin for a 21 unit semester,nagkaron yata ng 9% increase (no wonder, ang pergola eh major makeover! ) joke lang po mga sisters!!! same old script narinig ko sa ate ko...mag d.l naman daw ako, sayang ang pera *i'll try!!!!

i have nothing to say...i'll update soon! bye!

2006-04-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

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another boring day! i havent done anything productive for the past weeks. Dumadaan ang summer ko na walang kwenta! i havent got a summer job, im stuck in this stupid hell and im bored to death sawang sawa na ko sa mga mukha ng mga tao dito na...ewan! HINDI KO NA TALAGA KAYA!! baka by June eh patay nako...CAUSE OF DEATH: BOREDOM my dad hates it when im whining.. "ang dami daming pwedeng gawin, masyado kang mainipin" IF YOU LET ME OUT DAD!!!! maraming gagawin! i cant even go to Robinsons Ermita!

Im turning 19 on Nov.and he is treating me like a 9 y/o innocent little kid. he is not protective, he's PARANOID!

pati pagiinternet pinagbabawal, "kasi daw chat ako ng chat" sinong ka chat ko?!! i dont even go online sa YM most of the time, lagi lang akong naghahanap ng Photoshop tutorials! ang hirap din naman explain sa kanya HE KNOWS EVERYTHING

in total, i dont really feel good today, Jhade havent texted me yet...

2006-04-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

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Ate Ann and Kaikai visited us kanina. kai kai and i played,as usual. I missed her smart and witty antics.

I was suppose to get my class card in theo today, but im too lazy to get up early and prepare myself. i woke up at 9,im still sleepy but i need to get up or else my parents will scold me for sleeping late the night before, which i actually did. I waited for PBB...un pala thanx to Arla, around 7:30 un!! i was waiting for it all along! stupid me!

kanina i watched it na, i find it really funny and interesting to watch kasi. for the first time, nasabi ko na matanda na pala talaga ako. while watching those teens, i felt really mature. Ateng ate talaga ang feeling ko, since im the youngest in the whole clan. gerald is so cute!! hahaha..sympre si Jhade dahil sa selos, ang sabi, pamangkin ko lang yang si Gerald sa edad nia..hmmmp! kainis! then sabi niya, Nina's cute..sabi ko magsama kayo (nagselos din pala..haha).ngyon lang kami nag usap ni jHade sa phone ulit after a week.
daming napagkwentuhan,about sa mga classmates niya etc. kakamiss, dati whole day kaming naguusap, ngyon kada linggo nlng

i started to watch "Wonderful Life" its really funny. its a koreanovela by the way. i havent got the story yet, pero kakatawa kasi, parang lovers in paris!

im really happy many Teentalkers appreciated my layout. THANX ALOT GUYS! i really appreciate every compliment. Medyo hindi pa nga lang kasi ayos, may mga dis aligned texts pa, kumakati na ulit kamay ko, i wanted to change it's layout again, pero ang gusto ko kasi.."PER SEASON" ang theme...ngyon summer, sa June...school's back special naman..hahaha..im going to stick to this blog na, and i will buy my domain real soon. watch out for it.

for now, i have to go!

2006-04-24T05:52:00.000-07:00

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ICE CANDY!!!

i only stayed in front of my PC today. I had my siesta around 3, i woke up ng 430, i had this weird dream na i forgot to turn off my PC kaya bumangon ako agad then akyat sa room ko, guess what?! naka patay naman pc ko! Iam so attahced with my PC i treat it like my pet...Last saturday, nilinis ko siya..i dont want to see kasi alikabok esp.its black kaya its very visible.

when i woke up, pawis na pawis ako,my mom said,"abnoi ka tlga,may aricon sa taas dyan ka natulog (referring to the ambassador set)" i answered, "eh di 6 nako nagising" My mom was so...childish today!!! (in a funny way). She keeps on boxing me around (medyo masakit, but its ok) as a return, kakagatin ko naman siya! brutal ba?! that's how we lambing each other. Then nagkwento siya about the Eight Below movie, as usual, mali mali ang kwento, good thing ate coling was there to correct the story.

ate coling and i made
ICE CANDY!!! yipeeeee!! milo flavored, kasi kai kai and ate ann wil come tomorrow,..

that's all i did today,pretty boring...i have no isightful things to share or anything... i'll come up with cool stories when school starts

2006-04-23T20:15:00.000-07:00

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IM BACK!

Updates on how my weekend was:

Saturday

We went home sa Novaliches around 4, We went straight to SM Fairview to watch a movie. I dont know what movie to watch,Moments of Love is still showing, but i had this feeling inside me that i should not watch it or else, maiingit lang ako I know what your are thinking, yes, Jhade and I are still together, happy as ever and going strong, but i miss him so much. We havent texted for a week now, after class kasi he has this meeting he attends, kaya late narin ang uwi niya then, kain lang ng konti, tulog na siya I cant blame him, nakakapagod nga naman mag aral. Ganyan din naman ako before especially nung times im very very busy, mahiga lang ako, tulog agad. He supported me that time, so it's my responsibility to help him too. I miss the lambingans...un lang. Kaya ayokong manood ng Moments of Love. So i decided to watch....ICE AGE!!! weeehhhee...Mommy, Ate Coling and Tita Green watched Eight Below, ayokong nun eh, AYOKO NG SAD MOVIE...according to an old song "sad movies makes me cry". Ate Coling seen Ice Age na kaya wala akong kasama, so kinukit ko si Daddy to accompany me, (nyak 19 na nagpapasama pa sa tatay ) i dont to watch a movie alone, ayokong tumawa magisa..kakahiya eh Ice Age was so goooooodddddddddd...tawang tawa ako especially kasy Scrat!! He reminded me of fluffy, my pet dog na namatay kasi my a-hole neighbor poisoned him!!! they look just the same, so minsan naiisip ko, si Fluffy ba eh aso o squirrel na lumaki?!! (squirrel si Scrat, di pa nga lang refined ang itsura). Laugh trip kami ni daddy, I watched Ice Age 1 with the whole family, kaya relate kami ni daddy sa Ice Age 2. But the water didnt look real though,o kasi marunong akong kumilatis ng fake graphics?!! i love manny's fur..so real..saludo ako sa mga fur people. One of the animator's surname was Burbano, sabi ko kay daddy "ilang years na lang, Urbano na nakalagay dyan" . I bought new keyboards..yipee!!!

Sunday

I only stayed at home. it was one lazy Sunday. Kai Kai wasnt around, balikan lang naman si Ate Ann so hindi pina ampon samin.. I kinda miss her, kakamiss, kasi ang tahimik sa bahay, lahat may kanya kanyang buhay. I only stayed in my room na ubod ng init! watched TV the whole day, minsan read ng magazines. I saw familiar faces sa Chalk magazine.We watched the Mutya ng Greenfields presentation of candidates, i was invited to join money making contest siya, kaya di ako sumali. Comment ko sa mga participants? ito... bahala na kayo mag isip dyan..PERIOD! end of topic.

Nalaman ko na ang president nf youth samin eh 25 yrs. oldna!! di ko matangap!! actually, tatay na nga siya, so..i need to follow my calling, i need to appeal to the officers,I WILL RUN AS THE PRES. i think i have naman the potentials to lead. besides, my dad made the bylaws of the youth (he was the first youth director) so i think i have the capacity to run the youth organization well.

I slept around 2 AM na..i cant sleep kaya ngyon i feel.. .

Un lang mga nangyari sakin nung weekend..

2006-04-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

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WHAT I WANT TO SAY:

yup..im currently blank. we are going home later.. i sort of miss my room and TV (my own..take note) i dont have my one inside my room here, that's why i have to go to my parents room just to watch As Told By Ginger. I cant even watch TV late at night! last summer i sleep around 2 just watching Nickelodeon.. .

we will watch a movie later.. yipppeee!!! what movie should i watch?!! i like to watch Moments of Love, i find it really romantic and all, showing pa ba?!! tsk..tsk..

oh well. that's all for now..
bye!

2006-04-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

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NEW HOME!! AND IM STILL WORKING ON IT..

*wag mo ng laitin..di pa tapos!

2006-04-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

Summer just simply speel the word suck!

im so fucking bored..aarrggghh...

just why im refocusing all my energies into blogging
oh well..